Okay, so I've figured out that I am having great anxiety over every move we (Stan and I) make. Oh man, it's only been one week officially and we were running around with our heads cut off we were so busy. Now, that's good. But, I felt so out of control (I know, I know God's wants it that way).
But, I'm wondering whether it is us in our "shooting from the hip" kind of approach right now because it is all happening so fast or is the HS active within us at those moments of decision? I have great anxiety over that thought. I'm so afraid of taking a step without hearing the HS or am so rushed and overwhelmed as to not hear what He is saying to us.
Stuff like lease or buy furniture, which place are we to have an office, which equipment to purchase, how much money do we borrow and from who, etc., etc. It's all so overwhelming and we don't know what the hell we're doing!
Then today I read Proverbs 4: 11-12,
"I guide you in the way of wisdom
and lead you along straight paths.
When you walk, your steps will not be hampered;
when you run, you will not stumble."
Okay, two days ago I receive the verses in Psalm 37 about "...though I stumble, I will not fall..." I believe that was referring to my last days at the Army.
How ironic that today I receive these verses in Proverbs, speaking about my future, that I will "run and not stumble" and that "I guide you in the way of wisdom."
Whew. It's too glorious to consider and wrap my brain around.
Continue to pray for Stan and me and OMM Productions, LLC. That our steps would be guided by the Lord and that we will not fear to press on.
BTW, you know, this isn't the CINDY BLOG or even the CINDY BLOB. I'm the only one posting here. I want to hear from you guys!!! What's going on in your own lives? How are you Mary? and your hubby's search for a new career path? And, what's going on with you Tina? How's your family? What's the latest with your boss Laurie? How's that spiritual warfare going? And Carla, how did the implementation of the new accounting system go? Come you girlfriends...let's hear from you.
Love ya,
C
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