SIGH.....

I cleaned out my office on Saturday. David went with me so I was able to keep my emotions in check. It took a lot longer than I expected, but we got it done. I was so grateful that he was there. Then yesterday in church I could hardly stay awake during the sermon. I felt exhausted although I felt like I slept good...guess not. I snapped out of my droopy eyes just when Pastor Mark was saying, "This is not your fight. This is God's fight. Go home and look up II Chronicles 20." Oh boy, another confirmation for me. I don't feel like I'm taking on "the fight", but I sure am exhausted all of a sudden. Since last week. I've slipped into a slump! Then today I was weepy all day, although coming into my office that is now totally bare didn't help. I'm just so sad. Jamee suggested (with great force) she thinks that God is telling me to take some time off in June before going full force into "the business." I think she's right, although I've got a two week edit starting June 12. But between the 2nd to the 12th are 10 days so perhaps I will take some time. I would like to do that on a beach somewhere....sigh....